Alone and quiet, dark and cold

Alone and quiet, dark and cold.
Empty and hollow, lonely and old.
I feel as if the road never ends.
Once it does, I smile again.

I live in misery, every day and night.
I try to forget, but it’s vivid and bright.
What can be done, to make this go away?
If not, we live in shame, every single day.

When my eyes close, I see it all again.
This will follow me, until the end.
To know what I lost, because of my choice.
The things that I miss, the sounds and the voice.

Now that it started falling apart.
I quit even trying, I know it’s my fault.
I have learned, to walk alone.
It is very, lonely and long.

This is one thing, I will never forgive.
I don’t think anybody, like this should live.
If you want it, then don’t wait.

Because when you do, it
could be too late...

Why, LOVE IS THE WORLD'S BEST FEELING!"

I wonder why Love is said to be the
world's best feeling?

A part of me says...
"love... that made u cry... that made u
hate your self...

It made u fight with every right person
for one wrong person...

U have hurt your self for Love... u
have broken other relations to make
one..

U have spent sleepless nights,
crying...only cuz u had hurt him/her once...

U apologized to him/her cuz u thought u were
wrong, when actually u weren't...

U gave up everything that made u
smile...only to see him/her smile...

U gave up every bit of your happiness to see
him/her happy...
and after everything.. he just left u alone
to die!

LOVE IS NOT THE WORLD'S BEST
FEELING!"

While, the other part of me says....
"love... that made u smile even when u
didn't want to... it made u luv every thng
around u..



It made u strong by loving sum 1
infinitely...

U have laughed endlessly wid him and
when u weren't wid him/her, his/her thoughts
made u smile...

U have spent sleepless nights just toking
to him/her...

U have spent sleepless nights just
thinking about him/her..

U have fought with him/her just cuz u were in
a playful mood...

He/she too gave up his/ her friends to spend tym
wid u...

He/she too left his/her likes only to make u
happy...

The uncountable kisses and hugs u
shared,
could u just forget them all?

He/she made u feel what no one else could..
may be he/she did hurt u, but u too did the
same...
above all... u both were in Love!!

Yes, LOVE IS THE WORLD'S BEST
FEELING!"

That you read My Suicidal Letter

I hate my life, period.
Tears would always stream
down my face,
To always know that I’m a
burden.
Everyone hated me so
badly.
They even tell me to burn
in hell.
What did I do wrong for
them to hate me?
At the same time, why
won’t you know?
I’m in so much pain and I’m
hurt.
Family, friends, and
relatives,
Just to let you know I’m
going to die.
Yes, commit suicide in time
now.
Please and sorry for
everything I did,
Even though I did nothing
wrong.
I’ve been harassed and
abused all my life.
Nobody cares to say
anything about my scars,
Where dried blood of scabs
stay still.
No one says a thing of me
being bullied,
Yet I’m glad to say that I’m
innocent.
Everyone don’t even care
when they see,
As tears would stream
down my face.
Today and tonight I’m going
to be gone.
So don’t even try to stop
me.
If you even did try to stop
me for me to live,
I won’t hesitate to say,
“No.”
…..
What am I talking about
anyway?
There are people out there
dying of hungry,
Yet they still strive to live
another day.
Compare to them in many
ways now,
I’ve got food, water,
shelter, and stuff,
To let me live another day
again.
So why am I talking about
dying in today’s world?
I’ve seen people who
suffer more than me,
And yet they prove
themselves better.
What am I really doing in
today’s society?
I’m just alone, hated, and a
burden,
But I see orphans doing
their best better than me.
I’m lucky that I’m not a
hobo out there in the
world.
For a hobo will try to live
one more day ahead.
Thinking about it for a
second there,
Gosh, how stupid I am
going to commit suicide!
One more try and one
more hope,
I’ll try to live another day
like them.
So if you read this letter of
mine,
Sorry for you to see it.
This letter was supposed to
be burn by now,
But since it’s into a poem,
I think I’ll keep it for
memory and hope.
But beware I may know
your secret:
That you read My Suicidal
Letter...

Please remember I still love you

Yes, I love you,
you say you like me;
but you love him too.
So please just be free.
he is the love of your life
I'll be okay, just go on,
it'll put an end to your strife.
Besides for him you always fawn.

If loving him is all you want
then go on, nothing is stopping you.
I promise I don't care to haunt,
just do what you want to do.
Its obvious you need each other
'n all I need is to see you happily.
So go on 'n be together,
but you better do it quickly.
I love you, but he does too,
so please , be happy.

Go on, do what you have to do
Go on 'n love him..
But
Please remember I still love you, n I'll always love you.....:'(

My tears fade

My tears fade,
My heart sits still,
If only I could die,
From one possessions pill.

And close my eyes,
Get away from it all,
Leave it all behind,
Take my last final fall.

Freeze into a sleep,
That is carelessly eternal,
Break away from,
The things of maternal.

Lock myself in,
A body that cannot wake,
Be free from pain,
That I can barely take.

Shut down my heart,
So it will no longer beat,
Shut the connection,
From my head to my feet.

Stop my tears,
From falling from my eyes,
Show my true reflection,
Throw away my disguise.

Stop my wounds,
From opening more and more,
Finally forever close,
All of my trapped doors.

Lighten the dark,
Bring out the sun,
Stop all of my rain,
And bring to life the real fun.

Cascade my dreams,
The ones that didn't come true,
And finally now,
To start coming through.

To let go,
And finally, finally fall,
Go now and rest,
So I can free it all.....