My tears fade

My tears fade,
My heart sits still,
If only I could die,
From one possessions pill.

And close my eyes,
Get away from it all,
Leave it all behind,
Take my last final fall.

Freeze into a sleep,
That is carelessly eternal,
Break away from,
The things of maternal.

Lock myself in,
A body that cannot wake,
Be free from pain,
That I can barely take.

Shut down my heart,
So it will no longer beat,
Shut the connection,
From my head to my feet.

Stop my tears,
From falling from my eyes,
Show my true reflection,
Throw away my disguise.

Stop my wounds,
From opening more and more,
Finally forever close,
All of my trapped doors.

Lighten the dark,
Bring out the sun,
Stop all of my rain,
And bring to life the real fun.

Cascade my dreams,
The ones that didn't come true,
And finally now,
To start coming through.

To let go,
And finally, finally fall,
Go now and rest,
So I can free it all.....