"Cause you're amazing just The wAy you Are !!"

I attempt to merge with my
surroundings..
To be ignored..unnoticed..silent..voice
rarely heard..
My lips move but no words come out..
My pain..my loneliness..
Frequently unrecognized..
Seldom understood..
Drunk..dizzy..sleepy..depressed..
This is what I am- A Mess.!!
Feeling down..trying to change..
You hit me Hard..but still I am dealing
with it..
I want everything back to the way it
was before..
Come to me and you will see me
smiling..
But..
"Behind My Smile There Is Everything
You Will Never Understand"