how much she means to me..

I want her to know how much she
means to me..
But its very hard being in love and
make others see..
I am sitting in the corner..
No words..always quiet..A loner..
Here I am thinking in my head..
All the negative things I have said..
This is not real me..
It definitely cannot be..
I will stay forever here with you..My
Love..
The softly spoken words you gave me..
Even after my deep grave..
You will find a reason to blame me..
Sitting here thinking of old times..
I find myself beginning to smile..