I hide my pain..

I hide my pain..
Although its making me go insane..
I will never show you..
You will never know what I am going
through..
Why can't you understand what you
are for me.?
Come back in my life and bring me
glee..
I scream out..
But there is no one to listen..
All I have got is pain.,agony and
frustration..
Once you filled my life with happiness..
You left me and now I am all filled with
numbness..
My feelings all broken and frozen..
I push forward..
But strong waves of my emotions..
Drown me in sea of tears..
I know you won't pick up..
But one day your phone will be
ringing..
And it will be my..Death call..